Selepas senja dia berkata seingatku. Setelah kami saling lelah mengadu busa-busa.
"Kenapa tidak kamu
terbangkan tinggi-tinggi seluruh mimpimu? Jika hanya karena kamu takut jatuh
lantas dia tidak melayang bersama awan-awan, buang saja dia sekarang. Kamu
tidak hanya meremehkan kemampuanmu, tetapi kamu sudah membunuh seluruh
energi positifmu. Ketahuilah, kalaulah terjadi, bukan pada orbit berbeda dia
akan jatuh, melainkan yang sama tetapi selisih beberapa inci dari yang pertama".
Aku pikir, dia pantas lantang berseru seperti itu. Banyak yang sudah dia kerjakan. Sedang aku???
Jadi, sekarang kamu hanya
perlu menginstal ulang, tentang orientasi kembang kempis mu selama ini.
Sebagian yang kamu pikirkan tentang materi untuk satu sisi memang benar, tetapi
ketika kamu geser sedikit tempat yang mengorientasikan mu pada kesibukan atas
iming-iming palsu tertuju pada hakikat mu berada disini, kamu akan merasa jauh
lebih sempurna. Sesuatu yang berguna itu lebih berharga daripada bahak-bahak
tawa yang menyungging di sisi bibirmu.
Mungkin seperti itu kelanjutannya...
hey hey i wanna give comment for this one but sorry i can't write it on indonesia
BalasHapusseems i can feel what you feel right now as i read your post, my point is on "menginstal ulang", you know i don't think it's necessary to do a "reinstall" it may have mean that there is a point where you have to erase something, have you think before, even a broken thing, it have usage on it. do you thing broken thing is useless? no, it doesn't at all,at least it became your past memory, as experience, to do or to be better for the next time.
a piece, you're not fail if you do bad or whatever bad on past, but if until now or tomorrow you still can't fix it and end with give up or changing the way you are, you're mistaken, you're on big fail. what you have now, what you have save as your memory of your past, it's your ticket to get your bright future.
You don't have to get yourself jealous with others, just do something to prove that you're different, that you're special, that's you. You'll find that you're on your satisfaction. I know saying this not as easy as we do it, but you're not alone at all, go look around ^,^
words for you "turn the table"